December 2, 2025

Making a map of dead ends

For me, pencil and paper works best to clarify an uncertain idea; the type of idea that may be a single sentence in a notebook, “A story about how we cannot see the forest for the trees sometimes.”

There are often more bad ideas than good ones to begin with when an idea is this unformed. If I try to flesh this idea out on a computer via a word processing tool or a tablet, bad ideas are instinctively and easily erased. And if they are erased, are they also easily forgotten? And if they are forgotten, does it become easier to generate the bad idea again? To revisit old ground? To feel that progress is slow and circular?

With marks on paper, bad ideas remain visible. The page begins to reveal a map of paths that lead to dead ends. With more visibility of the bad paths, is it easier to find the good one? The right one?

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April 21, 2026

Keeping warm

Why is it more difficult to make creative work when I’ve rested all day? Shouldn’t the energy I’ve saved through rest be fuel to maximise creative output?

April 14, 2026

Feeding off in-person energy

If something feeds the soul and something else drains it, why is it so difficult to prioiritise the thing that’s good for us?

April 7, 2026

Permission to be done

How do we know when something is done and what’s the value of calling something done even if we’re not happy with how it turned out?

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